This damn pain has been lasting all freakin’ night! I wish there was a way for it to just go away. Well, there is but I’m a little young for a hysterectomy. I wish I could chalk it up to normal “that time of the month” pain but I can’t. I feel like I am being ripped in half and no drug has quite kicked in to numb the pain. Seriously. It’s radiating from my abdomen down my legs. Sitting hurts. Standing hurts. Laying down hurts. The fetal position offers relief, but not much. Why am I going on about this? Because in some strange way writing about it is kind of taking my mind off of it.

I just really need to figure out what’s going on with my body. Most of the time I am fine, but there are times like these when I really don’t feel like my body is mine. Right now, I wish it weren’t. Ugh…

Been doing some reading on the above site. Fun times ahead…NOT!


  1. Sounds like my night last night, only mine was my brain, not my lady bits. Having no control is almost as debilitating as the pain, especially when the doctors are out of ideas (aside from things like, "Well, we could take some of it out…"). Oi.


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